By: The All-American Rejects

Your suddleties 你的神秘
They strangle me 它们在扼杀我
I can’t explain myself at all. 我完全无法解释我自己
And all the wants 所有想要的
And all the needs 所有需要的
All I don’t want to need at all. 而我完全不想要~~

The walls start breathing 墙壁都开始呼吸
My minds unweaving 我的思绪迷离
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone. 也许你最好让我独自一人
A weight is lifted 负担被托起
On this evening 在这个夜晚
I give the final blow. 我最后出击~~

When darkness turns to light, 当光明冲破黑暗
It ends tonight, 它在今晚结束~~
It ends tonight. 它在今晚结束~~！


A falling star 星星坠落
Least I fall alone. 至少我跌入孤寂
I can’t explain what you can’t explain. 我无法解释你无法解释的~~
You're finding things that you didn’t know 你在寻找你不知道的东西
I look at you with such distain 我这样远视着你

The walls start breathing 墙壁都开始呼吸
My minds unweaving 我的思绪迷离
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.也许你最好让我独自一人
A weight is lifted 负担被托起
On this evening 在这个夜晚
I give the final blow. 我最后出击~~

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light, 当光明冲破黑暗
It ends tonight, 它在今晚结束~~
It ends tonight. 它在今晚结束~~！

Just a little insight won't make this right 只有一点洞察力也无法改变
It’s too late to fight 想反抗已经太晚
It ends tonight, 它在今晚结束~~
It ends tonight. 它在今晚结束~~！


Now I’m on my own side 现在我在自己一边
It’s better than being on your side 好过在你的一方
It’s my fault when you're blind 你们的盲目是我的错误
It’s better that I see it through your eyes 我还是透过你们的眼睛看世界。。。

All these thoughts locked inside 所有的想法都所在里面
Now you’re the first to know 现在你是第一个知道的

When darkness turns to light 当光明冲破黑暗
It ends tonight, 它在今晚结束~~
It ends tonight. 它在今晚结束~~!
Just a little insight won't make this right 只有一点洞察力也无法改变
It’s too late to fight 想反抗已经太晚
It ends tonight, 它在今晚结束~~！
It ends when darkness turns to light 当光明冲破黑暗
It ends tonight, 它在今晚结束~~！
It ends tonight. 它在今晚结束~~！
Just a little insight won't make this right 只有一点洞察力也无法改变
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight, Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight....

When I loved you, everything I promised to you are for real, but it is only true when I was loving you.

快一年半没在这里写日记了，今天回来纪念一下自己成为一个不愿爬格子的文学青年。从一个需要找到一个地发抒发自己的心情，找到心灵慰藉的人转变成一个纯粹的潜水者，更关注于这个社会和身边所发生的一切。或者说从一个还需要帮助的人变成了一个listener。也许是由于自己成熟了很大了一点，或者目光终于跳出了十米的距离。

然而有些事情是没有改变的。文章还是要读，朋友还是要安慰，话还是要说，日子还是要过。音乐和啤酒仍然是寂寞的兴奋剂，对于你我来说，生活还在希望和梦想中延续。

你是唯一的，

你是理想的，

你是微笑的，

你是梦幻的。

我是遥远的，

我是黑暗的，

我是温暖的，

我是真实的。

It has been couple of months to raise my baby, the new company and NEW website (www.channelfly.cn). Although it is still very simple and naive, I am so happy to input my energy, passionate and hope on it. It won’t take long before I go back to US for my future career. However, my future study in US will still close to it and tight to it. Bless you, my dear baby....